“I love dance. I am a dancer, who raised with a deep sense of love and beauty.” One of my friend told me on the phone today. “Kamala, I am a beautiful, wonderful loving woman. I learnt to sing and dance from my friends. I dance naturally, and love to listen to my music with deep respect and love. So, dance is so beautiful to me. Dance has fed my soul and my inner being till today. I also arranged my dress today, and I started to dance in front of the mirror. I compared my heart with dance and beauty. I stood in front of the mirror and added powder on my face. I wore jewelery, and wore nice cloth. My house is beautifully decorated, the flowers are blooming, all the necessary goods are available inside the house. I am dancing.” She further added.
I also remembered how my sisters and myself used to sing and dance in our home in Kathmandu. Some times we fled to the school by ignoring our parents. What I realize is that, It is apparent,our life is the continuous process of living. As, we live in dance, love and beauty.
“Whatever love I have, turned into love in dance. I can see today, all the leaves fell and the moon turned beautiful. My face shied in front of my image and my heart beat increased. The sky is blue. The ocean is blue. It was as infinite as my imagination. It made me romantic today”. She further said.
I told my friend, “Yes, I am also trying to show my feelings in dance. It is my trust and principles, and the discipline did allow me to dance. I know love is the truth. I believe in love, like the sun is covered. True love is unselfish. True dance is unselfish. When I chance to think about dancing and singing, I think, one should firmly determine about one’s dance. We can’t accept the dance in meaningless way. We can’t uplift ourselves beyond the definition of love and dance. To feel loved in dance, belief towards our self could find destination and that is our dance. I have respect toward myself as a woman. I found myself beautiful, when I dance. As a result, I have felt this much of satisfaction and now I fully realized what the eternal truth of women’s life is. Dancing is a beautiful journey. Therefore, with a view to making dance bright we have to be wise and in many ways full of understanding. Dancing is a struggle and we have to began a journey of continuous struggle in which we could feel beautiful. On the other side, it is true, some women are living in a limited happiness. But the women have the fire within them as a woman to dance. Women’s heart and soul cannot give up their dance, music and love.
She said “Kamala, In fact, at this moment my life itself has turned into a flood of unanswered questions. The questions are heaped one upon another and each of them gives deep feelings to my life, and this has become life in my definition. At this time I am dancing, carrying the smarting beauty and at this remainder of this love and time reviewing the situation that is turning time with the hope of meeting my time. It’s not easy to dance like this in the heat of the sun for full one hour. Howsoever I would attempt to go forward in my dancing, the truth of the acting heart with the beautiful life which has almost become my ideal, cannot be denied”.
Yes, to see the moon shine every night and to fondle the flowers looking at the distant road through the window would be my own daily routine. The path is full of natural scents. I have faith in dance. I felt a sharp love in my heart. As the whole yesterday it was beautiful, and sunny. Particularly, I like these kinds of days. Now, I have put my new cloths. I like my outfit. I might want to dance today.
It is true, women live around the world, all feel happy to belong to dance and music culture, love and beauty. Women also offer love and have already risen up to give love to their dance.